The Letter

Story behind.. Been ages after we broke up.. I still can believe it.. I'm always wish we can be together again..it's always repeated in my mind.. Who am I to hold it as I know u already make up your mind.. To be honest I'm totally sad think of it.. But what else I can do for.. When u ask for broke up it's totally not shock me at the first cause I already feel it.. Never taught will be that fast.. We both together mostly near third year.. My instinct always right when something will happen after.. After ur cold relation past week suddenly u ask for give a time to rethink bout us.. If u know how my heart feel that time.. I choose agree to give us space but I'm force myself to ask u what happen to us even before we both ok.. When I wait u for rep mine, I can't sleep well that time as much cause feeling will lose u get all over me.. Once a day ahead I receive one long msg from u said what we have go thru feel so wrong.. Since your family ask bout when u will get married.. I understand can't give u a proper relation like other ppl since I'm not prefect person for.. When said we should just be a friend it's totally break my heart.. It's mean no more relate to each others.. At the first I'm feel hesitated to give in but when I think will loose u immediately I'm accepted as be a good friend to u as far I know I'm still don't get it what I'm doing that time.. Not easy way to accept your ex lover soon to be a good friend for her.. I'm crying inside taught but be a tough person as can for making a good.. I'm always miss our moments.. A lot thing happens before keep circling into my head.. I miss ur chatting everyday, I miss ur voice call every night when I'm company u do overtime work even u already at home.. I miss company u till sleep n hear your lil snoring.. I miss when u crying over something n want me to listening it.. I miss your voice, your prefect face, your smile n everything bout u.. Even we far from each other.. We still feel nearer since keep in touch every day..