Tortured Vampire (Mature Content)

A few years ago you wouldnt have looked twice at a guy like me, I was a 36-year old homicide detective for Caldwell Police Department with a taste for booze, sex, and fighting.
But that changed, see these fuckers brought me into their lives and turned out they werent exactly human, nope they are vampires. Turns out that I wasnt 100% human either, I was part vampire, well shit that was a surprise.
So after finding that shit out I made the decision to do the blood ritual, after all no fucker would miss my ass as a human. Becoming a vampire I was indoctrinated into the brotherhood and became one of their warriors.
Since then a lot of shit has happened, I got mated to the beautiful Marissa, I also have some sort of fucking link to the Omega but that fucker backfired on his ass, now I can can turn Lessers into dust by 'inhaling' them, and then with Vishous help, can purge their tainted essences from my body.
Ok fast forward a few years.
In a twist of fucked up fate Marissa was taken from me, not by any lesser or the Omega .. no ... I lost the love of my life to a fucking car accident.
I grieved but when do you know when to stop grieving and start living? I didnt know when so Wrathh gave me a mission to Europe, get me away from the memories of her that seemed to be around each and every corner.
I left and once I reached Rome to meet with the European Glymera, they did not like that I wasnt a born vampire. They kidnapped me, tortured me, drugged me up until I agreed to fight for there own sport.
They would beat on if I won or lost, lived or died, I refused over and over but I knew if I didnt I would just be thrown out into the sun light, no body to dispose of that way. So I fought, I needed to get back home, needed to live.
But becoming there prized fighter they became sloppy, they wanted to show me off tot he world and once they got me back on home ground I escaped.
But being drugged up for so long you get addicted