Ghost Writer part2

I use to write to no one but me. I won't share my texts to the world. The ones who seek for me would find them. But does someone? It's not like I have great things to say anyways...

There's not much people missing me. One day I thought I had many friends but they're all gone... A real friend would never leave me.

So today when I find someone new that I want trust and open my heart I wait... I wait to see how long that person will stay, and if it stays long enough I will tell my secrets. The good and bad ones. I will tell them about my fears and about my dreams... So they can see deep inside me, and love me the way I am... They will know about my hopes, pain, goals, and everything.

Wish I was perfect but I'm just a lonely girl writing to...