Mamanya yang kawin cerai hingga 3 kali cukup membuat Syakira mantap tidak ingin menikah. Di matanya laki-laki itu tidak ada yang baik.
Gue cantik, mandiri, penghasilan oke, rumah punya, mobil punya, gue bisa apapun dari benerin lampu ampe manjat-manjat genteng juga gue sanggup, jadi lakik fungsinya apa selain organ reproduksi doang, sori gue ga butuh!
-Syakira putri
Semandiri-mandirinya perempuan, mereka ga bisa hamil sendiri. Mau kamu menolak sekuat apapun kodratnya wanita itu dilindungi laki-laki, dan jodoh, entah bagaimana caranya pasti bersatu. Sori saya bukan laki-laki tapi pria.
-Shiddiq Pradnanda
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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