I Wanted To Do It
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I wanted to do it. The waves shattered against the cliff side. I stared down at the jagged rocks, the clouded sky as miserable as me. No friends, abusive family, no lover, there was no reason to stay, no special someone or something that showed up in my life that made everything change like in the stories.
she changed her own fate. why don't you?
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