okay. I know, I know, I should not be doing this. Writing a story about how in love I am with some guy. I must say I am ashamed of myself. What reason would any one in their right mind would write the story, instead of making it happen in the now. But sadly to say I have no self confidence. Now, about this guy. His names Michael. Michael McGurk. It's sad actually I've only known him for about 7 months now. I met him at school, right after i moved. I used to be amazing with guys, a complete charmer. I guess in some ways I still am. With everyone but Michael that is. He is well, just about the most amazing person I've ever met. Now I do believe in love at first sight. But that's not for me. See, I have this odd condition, relationshipidos. I'm not good at relationships. I could never have a relationship with Michael, I mean when I'm around him it's ridiculous I get all nervous and I can't think straight. I can't talk, I act like a little kid everything I say doesn't make any sense. Oh, and he does this thing when he looks at me- I'll tell you later. I'd rather give you the back story. Okay, let's see where should we start.