Warning: There are triggers in this book and it is not suitable for children under 13 or who are not mature, please understand I am not joking about suicide, it is a very serious topic, and please do not joke about suicide either. I know deppresion is different for everyone but either way, if you are struggling with suicidal thoughts or self-harm, please call the suicide hotline or join the group chat. Their number is 1-800-273-8255, and they are available 24/7. You are not alone. The noose was like a snake around his neck, choking him, but he could not die. Not yet.