Losing my mind
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Last published Mon, Dec 9, 2019
A girl suffering from a drug addiction, stuck inside rehab where she meets some one she never expected.
I do not own anyone in this story.
there will be no love at first sight crap, I hate the amount of fanfictions where people date after 2 days thats not life, there will be the odd random one night thing but just because people f*ck doesnt mean they love each other
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