In Lovely Despair♥

Life, what is the meaning of life?

Everyone knows I guess, but is my life meant to be this way. Filled with despair, disappointment, letdowns, and distrustful people?

If it is, why did god intend it to be this way for me?

Is he just toying with me, or is there even a god at all?

I guess no one really knows.

People say live life to the fullest, with no regrets, but what if I have regrets every single day?

I guess I have too many 'What if?' questions.

I am Annabelle Stevenson and this is my story.

Annabelle hates life, there's no question about it since her mother and father quite frankly don't give a f*ck about her. Her mother is a conceded b*tch who is an all-time cougar when it comes to any type of man. Her father is a total pervert and is an alcoholic who makes just enough money to put on the table. Annabelle's brother left a long time ago and didn't even say goodbye or good luck with her crazy family. She doesn't blame him, but with always being depressed or always seeing the negative about people it's always hard to make new friends. She hasn't told a single soul about her life at home, not even her closet friend Serena. But what would happen one night when Annabelle gets kicked out of her house and has nowhere to go, and what else would happen when Serena isn't able to be there when she needs her most? A new chapter begins when she meet her savor and the mysterious guy, James. Will she be able to open up to him, or just push him away in the end?