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'She was diagnosed with cancer a month ago. She has slipped into a dangerous coma, and has a very low chance of survival. She tends to whimper in her sleep, as if she were afraid. Chemotherapy is failing her and she is slowly degrading.'
As if life wasn't a nightmare, loosing Emmalyn was even worse.

A transgender boy's best friend falls ill with a fatal disease: Cancer.
On top of all this, her brother is coming for a visit. (That darn brat)
(Disclaimer! There will be cussing and I don't know much about cancer, so if I offend you, don't act like it was my fault. I warned you.)All Rights Reserved

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