Rain On Me
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Last published Mon, Sep 17, 2018
"You know, for someone who works with addicts, you're quite the idiot when it comes to realising your own need of next shot."
Blessing his partner with a bored look, Gabe took another swing of his beer and focused back on the game.
"I don't work with addicts. I work for them. I try to stop them. As for my own addiction," he continued without breaking his gaze from the TV, " I don't have one, to begin with. So that's beside the point." He finally looked his best friend in the eye and smiled. Or tried to. His chest hurt so bad he couldn't breathe. And it wasn't because of the bullet his vest caught just recently and saved his life. No. It hurt so bad because of her. His very own addiction, that had nothing to do with drugs.
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"I know what you're doing," I said, pointing my spoon at him and he cocked a curious eyebrow, "Is that so?" I nodded as I spooned more pudding into my mouth and straightened my back, "You're trying to intimidate me, make me spill my secrets. I have none so your psychology-ridden methods won't work on me." "I don't buy it," he grinned mischievously and I shrugged, "There's not a price." He walked towards me and placed his hands on either side of me on the counter, leaning in so almost our noses were touching. I cleared my throat and shook my head, "Elliott, you have to stop." A smile graced his plump lips as humor danced in his eyes, "And why's that?" I wriggled out of his stance and hopped off of the counter, eating another spoonful of the delicious goodness, "I want to see where things go with Dean. He's your brother so why are you doing this?" "Doing what?" He asked, knowingly. He asks so many questions. "That thing you do. That smile. Your touches. The way you look at me, Elliott, please." --------------- Cameron Moore, a troubled girl from a small town in England, flees her dark past and wounds up living in her sister's house in America to attend university. She turns friends into family, involuntary love interests, and eventually finds herself in a love triangle with two brothers despite telling herself she has no time for romance. Will she stick to her promises or will she give into her love affairs even after everything that happened to her back in England? #1 in Recovery on 5/15/20 #6 in CollegeStory on 9/20/21
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