"I hate you! I hate you so much, Y/F/N! I always have, but now for different reasons. It used to be because I wanted you so badly, but all I could do was act like that was the last idea in my mind. But now... I hate you for making me, not only care, love, and protect you, but also making it so that I want to do all those stupid things... just for you."
I'm a little mischievous, for good reason. Yoongi (Aka. Prick, Aka. A dumbass, Aka. MY MORTAL ENEMY!) He pisses me off, big time. But I do the same to him. We have an odd "relationship". And I thought he was just the guy who I despise most of all... but that was before tonight. God, tonight didn't just turn my world around. No. It took it by the neck, swung it around, beat the shit out of it, chewed it up and spit right on up. Okay? Let me just make it clear... it confused the crap out of me, alright? My life was always pretty simple and clear. The morning after, was anything but SIMPLE or CLEAR! That night started all kinds of trouble.
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"You know what? I'm more than angry. I'm furious. You throw away my feelings like they're nothing. Like I'm nothing. And then you go and make out with my best friend."
She stayed silent for a while.
"Forget it. You don't have feelings for me. Forget it."
"Taehyung, I do have feelings for you, it's just-"
"No, you don't. If you did, then you wouldn't treat me like a paper bag, or like I'm just at your disposal." I was starting to lose my grip, my legs felt like jello and I could barely see her anymore.
"Taehyung, you aren't just at my disposal. I really do-"
"Forget-"
"Taehyung." Her voice was stern and I stopped suddenly. "You don't see what I see. I see this amazing, charming and handsome man in front of me. I smile when thinking about you. I want to do everything in my power to make you happy, but it's just that I'm still figuring out my feelings for Jungkook too." She sighed.
I paused and processed all of her words. Her words felt like rich velvet throughout my body, but my mind was racing.
She still has to choose. She still doesn't have enough feelings for you to pick you. You're still not enough.
"Until you're able to choose, I won't believe you."
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Contains mature themes such as gore, language, and slightly sexual interactions.
Published: April 20th, 2018
Finished: April 9th, 2020
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