hidden love (on-going)

I don't believe in love,I don't believe in forever and I don't believe in happiness,nothing in this world is perfect,I was never been happy in my life
I hate everyone,I hate them so much
darkness was the only thing that I like,no one knows you,no one likes you,no one loves you but it's that true that every darkness their was a little light??
she came.......the girl who change my whole life....I never like her,I hate her so much.....

she's only person who really talk to me and approach me.....she's so annoying but the way she look at me was something that I can't forget,her eyes was hiding something, something that I can't know,when I look at someone's eyes I know what are they thinking or what are they but when it's comes to her....I can't figure out.....her eyes show something like sadness and full of sorrow....she was hiding something like she don't want people to know..... everytime I see her she was smiling like their is no problem in her life

she is positive always......but I know their is something that she's hiding behind those smile and I'm here to figure it out.

this is my first story,I'm not that good in English so might you see some wrong grammars and spelling 😉

I'm not good at doing this so hope you understand,love u!!!!!