If Only I Said It First
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Complete, First published Aug 17, 2018
I take a few deep breaths, you ask why I inhaled so much she thought I would pass out. She smiles a bright smile I can't get rid of, my face is red I know it is, you give me a puzzled face I get embarrassed I look down at the ground. You pat my head and I look up only to see you smile like it was only meant for me. You said come on and grabbed my hand as we went to the lunchroom racing each other in the empty halls. When we enter you get dragged away by your friends but, before you left you said let's race again partner. (it's never said in the story but, is intended\implied that she is bi and that she likes her female friend)  These are my OC's and I haven't really thought about names for my female gals. I wrote this last year it took up my whole study hall which is like 20 minutes sooo sorry if this is bad.
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