love. sex. dreams.
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  • Reads 54,055
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  • Parts 25
  • Time 1h 51m
Complete, First published Aug 18, 2018
Mature
Suddenly I realized I'm not alone. Quickly I wiped away the tears and cleared my throat.

"Hey, you alright?" I heard his voice say.

"I'm good." I nodded. Then he smiled and lit up the blunt; he passed it to me. 

"Here, this will help you forget whatever you got goin' on. Trust me." He told me and I actually believed him; I've been friends with the darkness inside me for too long.

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Started on August 18th 2018 🦋
Completed on October 21st 2018 🦋

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