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A Way Back To Who I Was

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wellIliveintrash13

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The sides are all quite themselves normally, but what happens when everything is thrown out of wack by a twist of roles, a side with a plan to kill everyone and another side with vengeance at the top of his to-do list? Will they make it through their own hectic mazes of self conflict to save one another or will there be a part of Thomas missing by the end of their journey in the lives of each other?


Trigger warnings for the book:
Abuse (physical and verbal) 
Attempted murder
Anxiety attacks
Depression and self depreciation
Gore (mostly blood)
Psychological trauma
Repeated mentions of death
Self harm
Suicidal thoughts
Suicide attempt(s)
TortureAll Rights Reserved

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Lies and Dysphoria by Thecrazycatlady11

Virgil has a dark secret that he has been keeping from the other sides. How long will it take until one of them finds out?<br /> ⚠️WARNING⚠️ swearing, angst, blood, Dysphoria, misgendering, bullying, transphobia. Sorry for short chapters I'm not good at writing. I'm sorry if I offend anyone. I do not own the characters I drew the front cover 😊

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Chronicles of the Living by Ksharp22

Thomas is a 28 year old alcoholic. After another long night at the bar he discovered the unimaginable, A human body. He not only discovers the body but the killer as well, watching him flee the scene. He delves into paranoia becoming convinced that he is being tracked by a serial killer. Disclaimer: This book contains themes of self harm, suicide, and physical and emotional abuse. If you are sensitive to any of these subjects I would recommend not reading this story. As much as I want my story to be read I don't want it to negatively affect any of my readers so please read at your own discretion. Thank you for considering my story and if you do read it I hope you enjoy.

Help! I'm Falling. - Sanders Sides by lukamoonvibe

Complete Sanders Sides Fan-Fiction "Fear leads to Anxiety" When Thomas' fear of rejection is deflected onto one of his sides, the trials and tribulations begin. Anxiety is confused at first, but with a little help he figures it out. Before he can share the news with the others, he is suddenly weakened and flung into an unknown place. The others no longer believe that the Anxiety they see is the one they know and trust. But Morality knows more then what meets the eye. Will this new threat get their ultimate goal completed, or will they be caught? And, are they so bad after all? Copyright © Crystal Vibe 2017 Started:13 July 2017 Edited: 11 March 2018 Re-edited: Finished: 3 May 2019 Cover made by: me

Rebirth Of A Sombre Lifetime (Thomesa) by LuciaFey1999

What if you got a second chance at life again? For Teresa, she thought her story had ended. They say your inner regrets come out and make themselves known. In the end, Teresa regretted everything. Suddenly, as if time had reversed, she finds herself lost when she wakes up inside a box and sees forty bewildered boys looking down at her. Including Thomas. In this original timeline, this Teresa is also meant for the same fate as her. Alone and misunderstood. However this time, she's determined to have a happy future no matter what. But can Teresa really change fate? And at what cost? Based on the books & movies. Warning: blood, violence & death.

Goodbye my lover (Patton x Virgil) by Beth-Star14

●Completed● Today was the day that Virgil was finally going to confess his love to Patton, which he had been bottling up for years. However, when he finally reached his room, he was in for an unpleasant surprise * Based off of one of my one shots from my "Moxiety One Shots" book that I liked so much that I decided to turn into a whole book. This book will be fairly short but I just had the really good idea to write it. * Warning: This book is going to be a lot darker than some of my other books so I suggest that you please do not read it if you are under 12. It involves death, murder and blood and I will add in other trigger warnings as they come up * Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Sanders Sides. The Sanders Sides belong to Thomas Sanders.

Personal Lock Down (Jeff The Killer X Reader)~Creepypasta by TheRegretful

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•Love Beyond Death• (TSS Ghost Au Fic) by Bananaconda33

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Lies and Dysphoria

Virgil has a dark secret that he has been keeping from the other sides. How long will it take until one of them finds out?<br /> ⚠️WARNING⚠️ swearing, angst, blood, Dysphoria, misgendering, bullying, transphobia. Sorry for short chapters I'm not good at writing. I'm sorry if I offend anyone. I do not own the characters I drew the front cover 😊