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A Way Back To Who I Was

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The sides are all quite themselves normally, but what happens when everything is thrown out of wack by a twist of roles, a side with a plan to kill everyone and another side with vengeance at the top of his to-do list? Will they make it through their own hectic mazes of self conflict to save one another or will there be a part of Thomas missing by the end of their journey in the lives of each other?


Trigger warnings for the book:
Abuse (physical and verbal) 
Attempted murder
Anxiety attacks
Depression and self depreciation
Gore (mostly blood)
Psychological trauma
Repeated mentions of death
Self harm
Suicidal thoughts
Suicide attempt(s)
TortureAll Rights Reserved

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Shape Shifting

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