Ana Chose Me
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Ana chose me, but why? What happened to her? What was so bad that caused her to do this? And why is she doing the same to me?
The band Icon For Hire and its members will only be used a little bit for this story. I had to put it under fan fiction because of the use of the members. It is much more of a Fantasy story.
Trigger Warnings: There is a lot of mention of Anorexia and suicide, abuse, self harm, and there are religious tones to this story (witchcraft, black magic, catholic). Please do not read if you are sensitive to any of these topics.
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