Clueless

"Bawal"...That's the only word that's left sa vocabulary ko. And, I have many mysteries in life. Wala talagang nakakaalam ng nararamdaman ko, even if I have many friends. Everyone around me judges me, especially my family. Diba dapat sila yung nagsusupport saken? But why is it like this? Sila pa yung nagdodown saken. Like, am I still alive? I was clueless sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko. I was clueless kung bakit ang hard nila sakin. Then many days passed by, I thought to myself... "What if I changed? May makakanotice kaya?" So from that moment, nagbago ako.. Anyway, basahin niyo nalang kwento ng layf ko, and sana kahit man lang kayo, maintindihan niyo ko? Thank you.