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numb // malec

notyourbitchboybane

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Reads 50,567
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Parts 34
Time 1h 17m

notyourbitchboybane

aleclightwood magnusbane malec wattys2019

'sweet little baby in a world full of pain'



"why are your hands so cold?"
"i don't know. it's like- my mind has frozen. i can't do anything. everything's cold and dark, and i'm alone. i don't feel anything- i'm numb."


alec lightwood is seventeen. and his whole life he's been numb. he can't feel anything.
but when he meets a bright, mysterious young man that goes only by 'magnus bane', is there the slightest chance that eventually, he may thaw?

[lower case intended]
tw: depressed!alec, mentions of suicide + self-harm, slight insanity

discretion will be advised.
check out my other story!
'it was just one night' - it's also malec, and should be happier!All Rights Reserved

aleclightwood magnusbane malec wattys2019

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