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My Hell, My Paradise.

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"There was someone.  I can still see the smiles. I can hear the sweetest voice. I remember. ..I can still feel their touch on my skin. My heart throbs when I feel the hot breath on my skin. I. .I love the way they smile, talks or laughs. .......

But how? !
I am only 17 and I haven't anyone special yet. So, what's these feelings?  Am I just imagining them or what? ?  I haven't fallen in love but it's feels like I Am miserably in love with someone. 
Who are you? 
Why am I this miserable without you? "All Rights Reserved

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MY HOME "The Universe Wishper"(Under Editing) by FI-Witch

Rahul... "Damn," he muttered, voice rough. "You're full of surprises." A smirk curled my lips. "And I haven't even started." His hands tightened around my waist. "Then don't stop now." I didn't. I let myself fall into his touch, into his kiss, into the wildfire consuming us both. For the first time in my life, I let go of everything else. No past, no future. Just this. Just him. And when we finally pulled away, breathless, he whispered, "I'll remember this night forever." A slow, mischievous smile spread across my lips. "You'd be better." But as I stared into his eyes, I knew the truth-this wasn't the end. This was just the beginning. Rahul and Rylee had been inseparable since childhood, their bond unbreakable-or so Rahul thought. Over time, Rahul began to realize his feelings for Rylee ran deeper than friendship. But his possessive and dominant nature often caused conflicts, creating a rift between them that Rahul struggled to mend. Heartbreak after heartbreak followed, leaving Rahul shattered. Consumed by guilt, fear, and the sting of rejection, he found himself spiraling into despair. In an attempt to move on, Rahul began dating someone new, but the relationship turned into a toxic nightmare, only deepening his wounds. Just when Rahul was at his lowest, a mysterious and enigmatic man entered his life from his past whom he hated somehow.

Small Doses by TheAnonymousStalker

5 years ago, I lost my best friend. All because he confessed his feelings for me and I over thought things. I was left on my own only to realize too late that the feelings were mutual. Now, I vow to love the next guy wholeheartedly, with no reservations, no regrets. I only live once. Let's not make things complicated. When I love, I love period. - Mew Bennett I have never been in love. Sure I've been with girls but I never felt the need to take care of anyone. To be responsible with another person's feelings is just so big a burden, I'd rather not experience it. I'm all for self-preservation, to be secured in who I am without having to worry about hurting someone else. Let's not make things complicated. I don't intend to fall in love period. -Gulf McQueen

Being Single by EthanEzekiel

Ethan, a gay teenage boy, has been single all his life. While his friends' facebook relationship statuses read "In a relationship", his remains a pitiful "Single". When he has had enough of his friends' taunts, he decides to find a suitable boyfriend before Christmas. Will he be successful in his search and finally prove to his friends that he is not a wimp? Or will he always remain single? Join Ethan in his journey to find love! Read on and enjoy! (This story was written a long time ago when I was a naive teen so it's probably full of errors and stupidity that might make you cringe. Good luck!)

Plan Of Seduction by bl_principito

"I hate you - so much Tripp." More confusion because, once more, wasn't this a good thing? "Why did you have to say that? What if," A little quieter, just above a whisper. "What if we mess up our friendship?" "But what if we don't?" "You don't know that," I bumped his nose with my finger. "And neither do you. So, why don't we give it a shot?" He bit down on his bottom lip, hesitation and worry filling his gaze. __ This is literally a story that follows the plot of two best friends realizing their feelings for each other, yes, I know, very cliche, but I enjoyed writing it. There will be mature LGBT+ content, so if you don't want to read those chapters or this story, skip it. Highest Rankings (that I'm aware of): LGBT+: #3 , College Romance: #2 , Gay: #19 / GayPride: #2, Gay boyxboy #1

Rejected By My Bestfriend, Accepted By The Badboy by CallMeAnna342

Four years ago, a 13-year-old blackmailed me into friendship by holding my doughnut captive. We've been close ever since. I soon noticed that I wanted to be more than just friends. I was in love with my best friend. But sadly, he didn't feel the same way. I thought my world was over. I was crushed. But to my utmost yet most delighted surprise, I just happened to fall into the arms of a certain bad boy. Literally. He didn't just save me from what could've been a hell of a concussion that night. He saved my heart too. But hey, let's not get in over our heads now. It wasn't that easy. Not even close. After all, when two opposing worlds clash for the very first time, we can't just expect it to be all rainbows and sunshine. Now, do we?

BETA MINE (mxm || lgbtq) by notbackingdown

"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead. I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and... Present This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else. I'd hate him if I could. I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language, MPREG and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. ******************************************************

King's Guard by howtosellmysoul

"Why are you staring at me like that?" "Like what?" "Like you want to tear off my clothes." "And what if I do?" ~~~ Kingsley didn't believe in love. All he wanted was a single night with his incredibly hot boss, Lorenzo, that he had spent a year lusting over. When Lorenzo starts reciprocating Kingsley's advances, the man believes his fantasy will finally come true. But the corporate world isn't forgiving, and there are many roadblocks on the way. Read how their lives get complicated as things start getting steamy. ~~~ [mxm] [marked mature for sexual content]

To Love Your Best friend [B×B] by Nightlight_shine

I fell in love with the utmost beauty of you,the deepest truth of you...yet I was never noticed. ____________________________________________________________________________________ Jai easily accepted he loves his best friend, slowly falling deeper into the feelings. Feeling swoons and what not. First crush hits different,right? Especially when your crush is your bff and you got to know he has a crush too,who is not you and little did you always knew it was never gonna be you. Either you have to erase the feelings or keep hurting for the rest of your life. But life wants you miserable,and now you are worse than that. Would Jai ever get over or will fall in the void deeper and alone. This is how it feels to love your best friend. TW: includes smut, smoking and very poorly written ( &so many grammatical mistakes so feel free to correct and teach me ). Plus, English isn't my first language so this is going to be a disaster, I can not even speak my first language properly so yeah, this sure will be one :). COMPLETED‼️‼️

There's A Boy in my Bed (BoyxBoy) by Youroffputting

"We can't do this." I whisper as our lips re-connect, a tingling fire surging through my body as his hands ravage unexplored lands; my innocence dissipating away with every peck he trails down my neck. "I know we can't. That's why it's so exciting." He replies through kisses. His effortless charm intoxicates me; drowning me; hunting me; devouring me. "What if my brother finds out?" The perpetuated patter of the rain unable to subdue my groan as he digs his nails deeper into my skin. "Who cares." ********** Welcome to my story, where an innocent boy finds a not so innocent boy in his bed; where they do not so innocent things. - YOP

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MY HOME "The Universe Wishper"(Under Editing) cover

Small Doses cover

Being Single cover

Plan Of Seduction cover

Rejected By My Bestfriend, Accepted By The Badboy cover

BETA MINE (mxm || lgbtq) cover

King's Guard cover

To Love Your Best friend [B×B] cover

There's A Boy in my Bed (BoyxBoy) cover

MY HOME "The Universe Wishper"(Under Editing)

Rahul... "Damn," he muttered, voice rough. "You're full of surprises." A smirk curled my lips. "And I haven't even started." His hands tightened around my waist. "Then don't stop now." I didn't. I let myself fall into his touch, into his kiss, into the wildfire consuming us both. For the first time in my life, I let go of everything else. No past, no future. Just this. Just him. And when we finally pulled away, breathless, he whispered, "I'll remember this night forever." A slow, mischievous smile spread across my lips. "You'd be better." But as I stared into his eyes, I knew the truth-this wasn't the end. This was just the beginning. Rahul and Rylee had been inseparable since childhood, their bond unbreakable-or so Rahul thought. Over time, Rahul began to realize his feelings for Rylee ran deeper than friendship. But his possessive and dominant nature often caused conflicts, creating a rift between them that Rahul struggled to mend. Heartbreak after heartbreak followed, leaving Rahul shattered. Consumed by guilt, fear, and the sting of rejection, he found himself spiraling into despair. In an attempt to move on, Rahul began dating someone new, but the relationship turned into a toxic nightmare, only deepening his wounds. Just when Rahul was at his lowest, a mysterious and enigmatic man entered his life from his past whom he hated somehow.