My Hell, My Paradise.
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Ongoing9m
Last published Sun, Nov 18, 2018
"There was someone. I can still see the smiles. I can hear the sweetest voice. I remember. ..I can still feel their touch on my skin. My heart throbs when I feel the hot breath on my skin. I. .I love the way they smile, talks or laughs. .......
But how? !
I am only 17 and I haven't anyone special yet. So, what's these feelings? Am I just imagining them or what? ? I haven't fallen in love but it's feels like I Am miserably in love with someone.
Who are you?
Why am I this miserable without you? "
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