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My Hell, My Paradise.

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"There was someone.  I can still see the smiles. I can hear the sweetest voice. I remember. ..I can still feel their touch on my skin. My heart throbs when I feel the hot breath on my skin. I. .I love the way they smile, talks or laughs. .......

But how? !
I am only 17 and I haven't anyone special yet. So, what's these feelings?  Am I just imagining them or what? ?  I haven't fallen in love but it's feels like I Am miserably in love with someone. 
Who are you? 
Why am I this miserable without you? "All Rights Reserved

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MY HOME "The Universe Wishper" by FI-Witch

Rahul... "Damn," he muttered, voice rough. "You're full of surprises." A smirk curled my lips. "And I haven't even started." His hands tightened around my waist. "Then don't stop now." I didn't. I let myself fall into his touch, into his kiss, into the wildfire consuming us both. For the first time in my life, I let go of everything else. No past, no future. Just this. Just him. And when we finally pulled away, breathless, he whispered, "I'll remember this night forever." A slow, mischievous smile spread across my lips. "You'd be better." But as I stared into his eyes, I knew the truth-this wasn't the end. This was just the beginning. Rahul and Rylee had been inseparable since childhood, their bond unbreakable-or so Rahul thought. Over time, Rahul began to realize his feelings for Rylee ran deeper than friendship. But his possessive and dominant nature often caused conflicts, creating a rift between them that Rahul struggled to mend. Heartbreak after heartbreak followed, leaving Rahul shattered. Consumed by guilt, fear, and the sting of rejection, he found himself spiraling into despair. In an attempt to move on, Rahul began dating someone new, but the relationship turned into a toxic nightmare, only deepening his wounds. Just when Rahul was at his lowest, a mysterious and enigmatic man entered his life from his past whom he hated somehow.

Seven Colours Of Love by Princesspolca

Once upon a time there was a boy......he had everything....... health, wealth, family, friends.......But now....... New Thitipoom.....a wealthy businessman suddenly met two mysterious characters.. One is handsome, well built, reserved and the other one is cute, lively and full of mischief........ His boring life becomes exciting..... But..... Sometimes it takes sadness to know happiness, noise to appreciate silence and absence to value presence. Affection, love, loyalty, passion, obsession, compassion and hate.........He is going to endure everything.......in.... SEVEN COLOURS OF LOVE ❤️💛💚🩵💙💜🖤

BETA MINE (mxm || lgbtq) by notbackingdown

"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead. I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and... Present This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else. I'd hate him if I could. I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language, MPREG and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. ******************************************************

Want Me (BoyxBoy) by Heather_gO

-Completed- ~ This can be read as a standalone, but I do suggest reading my other series first! But it is a heterosexual romance, so if you're only interested in reading boyxboy, then just read this one! Like I said above, this story is about a HOMOSEXUAL couple! So if you're not cool with that, don't read it! Go enjoy my other books!! ~ -Mature Content (18+)- When two lovers' best friends meet for the first time... lots of feelings can rise. Attraction, confusion, lust... love? Will they be able to overcome the obstacles that come with being in a homosexual relationship? Will their best friends accept their secret relationship? What about their families? Will love be enough if that's all there is? Find out what happens when a bisexual guy falls for a straight one... from the straight's point of view! #2 in #lgbt #2 in #spicy #1 in #gaylovers #1 in #pride #2 in #bisexual #1 in #straightguy #3 in #gaypride #1 in #comingout #2 in #homosexual #2 in #homosexuality

Rejected By My Bestfriend, Accepted By The Badboy by CallMeAnna342

Four years ago, a 13-year-old blackmailed me into friendship by holding my doughnut captive. We've been close ever since. I soon noticed that I wanted to be more than just friends. I was in love with my best friend. But sadly, he didn't feel the same way. I thought my world was over. I was crushed. But to my utmost yet most delighted surprise, I just happened to fall into the arms of a certain bad boy. Literally. He didn't just save me from what could've been a hell of a concussion that night. He saved my heart too. But hey, let's not get in over our heads now. It wasn't that easy. Not even close. After all, when two opposing worlds clash for the very first time, we can't just expect it to be all rainbows and sunshine. Now, do we?

There's A Boy in my Bed (BoyxBoy) by Youroffputting

"We can't do this." I whisper as our lips re-connect, a tingling fire surging through my body as his hands ravage unexplored lands; my innocence dissipating away with every peck he trails down my neck. "I know we can't. That's why it's so exciting." He replies through kisses. His effortless charm intoxicates me; drowning me; hunting me; devouring me. "What if my brother finds out?" The perpetuated patter of the rain unable to subdue my groan as he digs his nails deeper into my skin. "Who cares." ********** Welcome to my story, where an innocent boy finds a not so innocent boy in his bed; where they do not so innocent things. - YOP

The Vampire Prince ✓ by brownboiiii

Book 1 of the supernatural world series "Hey! Get down you may slip and die!!" . . "Don't worry about me I'm already dead!" _____ An ancient vampire and a high class businessman , both dominant and neither likes to submit nor being disrespected. Both followed by demons from their past, alike yet so different so why the fate brought them close? Find how a centuries year old vampire , depraved of love for eons and given up on the concept of love finds himself falling for the tall and handsome CEO on sight who himself struggles with problems of his own He wasn't expecting this or was he? One doesn't know how to love , One has been unlucky in love. So how does the 'straight' CEO finds it when a boy, a ruthless and cold vampire prince catches his eye and in a not so very straight way. One who knows nothing about boy love whereas the other, well he only knows one thing, that is killing and his crave for blood. Seems chaotic and it is. And if you add a soulmate bond , a psycho ex , crazy friends and whole lot of magic for fun. Well things get interesting. With crazy turn of events , sex and love, find out how a nightmarish creature finds himself cradled in the arms of a human. Highest rankings yet : #1 - Vampirewerewolf #1 - manxman #1 - bdsm #2 - mates #2 - supernatural #3 - soulmates #6 - gayfiction #8 - gayaf #7 - vampiresfanfiction #9- boyfriends #7 - Wattpride #47 - lgbt Word count ~ 222,000+ words Date of Completion ~ July 13th 2021

Transcendent Thirst by YOLOwriting101

"What I was going to say was selfish..." He mumbled. I edge closer to him until my hand slowly cradled his cheek. Tilting his head up to look at me. "Please let me know what it was." I beg him pathetically. He begins to chew his lip and that's when I knew he was nervous. Nervous about what? I'm not exactly sure. "With everything I said...I was going to say at the same time...never...leave me." He confessed painfully almost. That's when I lost all sense of control and pressed my lips onto his. Kissing him with all my strength and all the built up desire that's accumulated. I continued to kiss him until at some point my tongue made it's way into his mouth. Tasting a sweet flavor that I've never encountered. As I got deeper in the kissing I feel myself fly back into a tree. Slammed against it that I felt myself lose my breath. Trying to catch it, I look up at Achille. His eyes were now a crimson red that intrigued me. He shook his head and suddenly he was gone in a blur. Confused, I stood as I had to pop my back from the hard hit into the tree. Looking in the direction Achille ran off, I knew I couldn't see him because it'd be a blur. Always thought it was fascinating how when he runs you can't see it. Being a vampire must be...fascinating. Yet he makes it out to be hell. I can't understand that kind of complicity of being a vampire and the issues. I get it, they drink blood. Though there's multiple things beside humans that offer blood! He acts like it's so horrific. I would love to know what it felt like for a day. Just one day...

To Love Your Best friend [B×B] by Nightlight_shine

I fell in love with the utmost beauty of you,the deepest truth of you...yet I was never noticed. ____________________________________________________________________________________ Jai easily accepted he loves his best friend, slowly falling deeper into the feelings. Feeling swoons and what not. First crush hits different,right? Especially when your crush is your bff and you got to know he has a crush too,who is not you and little did you always knew it was never gonna be you. Either you have to erase the feelings or keep hurting for the rest of your life. But life wants you miserable,and now you are worse than that. Would Jai ever get over or will fall in the void deeper and alone. This is how it feels to love your best friend. TW: includes smut, smoking and very poorly written ( &so many grammatical mistakes so feel free to correct and teach me ). Plus, English isn't my first language so this is going to be a disaster, I can not even speak my first language properly so yeah, this sure will be one :). COMPLETED‼️‼️

Being Single by EthanEzekiel

Ethan, a gay teenage boy, has been single all his life. While his friends' facebook relationship statuses read "In a relationship", his remains a pitiful "Single". When he has had enough of his friends' taunts, he decides to find a suitable boyfriend before Christmas. Will he be successful in his search and finally prove to his friends that he is not a wimp? Or will he always remain single? Join Ethan in his journey to find love! Read on and enjoy! (This story was written a long time ago when I was a naive teen so it's probably full of errors and stupidity that might make you cringe. Good luck!)

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MY HOME "The Universe Wishper" cover

Seven Colours Of Love cover

BETA MINE (mxm || lgbtq) cover

Want Me (BoyxBoy) cover

Rejected By My Bestfriend, Accepted By The Badboy cover

There's A Boy in my Bed (BoyxBoy) cover

The Vampire Prince ✓ cover

Transcendent Thirst cover

To Love Your Best friend [B×B] cover

Being Single cover

MY HOME "The Universe Wishper"

Rahul... "Damn," he muttered, voice rough. "You're full of surprises." A smirk curled my lips. "And I haven't even started." His hands tightened around my waist. "Then don't stop now." I didn't. I let myself fall into his touch, into his kiss, into the wildfire consuming us both. For the first time in my life, I let go of everything else. No past, no future. Just this. Just him. And when we finally pulled away, breathless, he whispered, "I'll remember this night forever." A slow, mischievous smile spread across my lips. "You'd be better." But as I stared into his eyes, I knew the truth-this wasn't the end. This was just the beginning. Rahul and Rylee had been inseparable since childhood, their bond unbreakable-or so Rahul thought. Over time, Rahul began to realize his feelings for Rylee ran deeper than friendship. But his possessive and dominant nature often caused conflicts, creating a rift between them that Rahul struggled to mend. Heartbreak after heartbreak followed, leaving Rahul shattered. Consumed by guilt, fear, and the sting of rejection, he found himself spiraling into despair. In an attempt to move on, Rahul began dating someone new, but the relationship turned into a toxic nightmare, only deepening his wounds. Just when Rahul was at his lowest, a mysterious and enigmatic man entered his life from his past whom he hated somehow.