Loving Lilly is one of the most challenging things I've ever had to do. Take this from me, I have loved her since the day she walked into my life. I knew it was a sign that I had to go after and I did. But it wasn't that easy because I was the loner and she was the knew kid, it was weird but exciting. Since that day in year eight I have managed to become friends with her and never stopped but now it's year ten and she still thinks of me as just a friend or even worse 'a brother'. I want her to know that she has never been just a friend to me and I've always been I love with her. But then she starts looking at other guys and I'm still just a 'friend'.