"Zayn, do you love her?" Doniya asked. I sighed and dropped my face to my palms. I felt my leg swinging back and forth from underneath. I knew where Don was going and I didnt like it. "Zayn look at me" she demanded softly. I let out a quiet groan and looked up at her starling intelligent walnut eyes. "Do you love her?" She asked again. I didn't know. I mean yes I didn't want to lose her but is that called love? I didn't want to repeat the history of Perrie again but I still know that either way, I would still lose her. And I know for sure I can't risk that. Fuck, I don't even know what love is anymore. "Yes" I replied, burning holes at the ground. Doniya reached for my hand and squeezed it affectionately. "Then take the risk Zayn. That's what love is all about" ****** After her family moved to Bradford, Maya Kudar took the status of living an average lifestyle as a successful model to Red models. Fate came swirling around her when her best friend's superstar brother Zayn Malik returns home for a 6 months vacation. Is it going to be a happy bubbly love story? Or would her past come haunting down at her even though she thought she had left it behind long ago. Could she cope with Zayn's uncontrollable rage in the name of love? Or would her illness take over? 1st fan fiction by Chanel_blue. This Zayn Malik fan fiction is like no other This description sucks but I swear the story gets better. Give it a chance and you won't regret wattpad readers.All Rights Reserved