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Forbidden Memories

Forbidden Memories

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Romance
"Killing myself might have been the most difficult thing I had to do,"- I told her. I knew she couldn't listen. But somehow, I knew she understood, that if she ever could do anything about it, she would. I knew this by the look in her face while inspecting my pale dead face. It wasn't sadness, not even anger. But pure determination.
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