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Last published Tue, Aug 21, 2018
"How heartbreaking it is that, you have been depressed enough to say, "I'm used to it"?"
"Why does everyone have to think that I am so joyful, when it's really supposed to be suicidal?"
"Make it stop,
Make it stop!
MAKE IT STO-"
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