The Truth Behind A Closed Book

When something happens, there is a ripple effect. It expands and grows even as you shut your eyes and try not to think of it. Things got out of control as soon as they started, I didn't even have time to adapt. Not everything you know is how it seems. The scary monster you see is just a coat hanging off a chair. The loud noises that make you tremble at night is just a branch hitting the glass.

Things happen and it might not have been like you think. I never wanted anything like this to happen the way it did to me. It didn't only bring my self esteem and emotional sanity down but it also affected those around me. All my friends, all their thoughts, our interactions. Everything.

Not only is this something to clear the air, but in a sense it's an apology. I'm sorry to everyone I affected. I'm sorry things ended the way they did. I'm sorry, I hope you all do so much better as the thought of me slowly disappears from your mind. I'm so sorry.

~Ashton.