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The Pain He Holds [BxB]

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Reads 123,877
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Parts 26
Time 1h 56m

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Evan Jakes is 5'6, 18 years old and a closeted gay. 
It seems that every day is on a constant repeat. 
That is until one day Evan ends up in a situation that isn't ideal. 
 Noah Collen is  6'2, and 19 years old. Noah moves back into his home town after a tragic accident in Florida. 
Broken, alone and damaged he tries to blend in, hoping to have his last year of high school alone. 
His world is soon turned upside down when he happens to help the boy with those brown eyes.All Rights Reserved

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$The Way I Love You {bxb} by Sayless_lena$

"Jake," Seth called out. Nothing. Seth groaned and then walked up behind him and once he got to him he saw that Jake had both his earbuds in. He chuckled and then walked around the couch. Once he stood in front of Jake, he looked up and finally got his attention. Jake smiled while slowly taking out his earbuds. "Yes," Jake spoke softly. "You've been doing work since lunch," Seth spoke. Jake sighed, looking down at all his notes scattered across the coffee table. He looked back up at Seth. "Sorry," he whispered. The two chuckled as Seth stepped closer to Jake. "Maybe," he spoke slowly as he got a hold of the notebook on Jake's lap. "It's time to take a break." Jake smirked as he watched Seth place the notebook on top of the clustered coffee table. Once their eyes met again a smile slowly grew on Seth's face. #2 (Reasons To Love You) The Way I Love You is another bxb story. It's now senior year- the last year of high school and Jake and his friends all want to make this a year to remember. But when a new student arrives at their school, causing trouble between the friendships and relationships this will definitely be a year to remember. The story contains a guideline for mature audiences only. Unlike the first book, this one is more on the mature side. Just seniors in high school doing what they want. Read at your own risk.

Living In The Past by littleotter23

Trauma. Sadness. Guilt. Adam is barely living since a tragic accident a year ago. He's seeing a therapist, he's having nightmares. But someone is going to change his life. For the better ?

What I Have Left by undercover_story

Noah - Quite and loving, gets bullied for being gay. He doesn't talk to people and deals whit depression at times because of the way he isolates himself. All he truly wants is to be accepted. What will it take to get him out of his shell. Theodore - A soccer player who hides his true self. He is a in the closet gay and loves Noah, his ex best friend. What will it take for Noah to forgive him for what he has done and love him? (BoyxBoy) This is a story about love and what it is worth. Two boys, Noah and Theodore, go through the battle to fight for what they want and acceptance they deserve. I hope you take the time and hear the story about how love can truly conquer all. Warning: There is mention of self harm.

Unless (LGBTQ+ BxB Completed Novel) by NodaOrtiz

Noah Riley didn't mean to drown, or did he? But waking up in another boy's hoodie entices him not only to live a little longer but also to solve the mystery. *** Nineteen-year-old Noah Riley wakes up disoriented, soaked to the bone, and alone on the shores of Rockaway Beach, Brooklyn, NY. After a night of wallowing in self-loathing, a Jägermeister, and drunken, dumb choices, he has no clue who pulled him out of the water except for a Polaroid and this unfamiliar black hoodie he is now wearing. Searching for answers as his life unravels and past secrets ravage his sanity, he finds a love that challenges his self-identity and drives him to find meaning in his life. Now, at the turn of the tide, he'd better learn how to make friends with his worst fear: living. Think of second chances, new beginnings, and gay romance. Content warning: This story contains mature sexual content and themes of mental health, suicide, and drug abuse. ✨|Featured| @StoriesUndiscovered, @Romance, @WattpadMulticultural-LGBTQ+, @LY, @WattpadSpiritual, @AbleWorld, @adventure, @talkthepoc, and @NA Editors' Pick feature 2020 - 2021

Unworthy Of Love (BXB) by JabeRona

Seventeen years old James is used to having foster kids around the house. Some stay for weeks, others for months, and even the most problematic of them tend to open up to his mother's kindness and gentle discipline. Until the new kid arrives. The one nobody else agreed to foster due to his history. He's trouble, and James finds himself both hating him and drawn to him at the same time. But where kindness has failed, could hatred provide a cure? *** WARNINGS: The story contains mature themes and language. Not suitable for young children. Some chapters include violence and may be triggering for some people. Read at your own discretion. #4 in Gay on 2022-05-18 #2 in boyxboy on 2020-03-27 #1 in Gay on 2020-03-27

Crossing Lines by coraleigh24

"You're so fucking annoying." Jake just shook his head at me. "And you're a self centered uptight dickhead." I glared at him. Jake laughed lightly at the insult. "You have such nice things to say about the guy that just fucked the shit out of you." - Evan and Jake hated each other. That was the one fact everyone knew. Captains to rival football teams meant that they were constantly at each other's throats. Everything turned into a way to one-up the other. But then the two boys find themselves alone in a bar bathroom and soon they are stuck in an enemy with benefits arrangement that can only turn messy. ⚠️Content Warnings- Sexual content, abuse, homophobia {book one in Crossing Lines series}

The Boy in the Black Hoodie [Complete] by HungryPerson102

Kai Jackson is one of the most popular students at Hillside High School. He's a tall, muscular boy with a near-perfect life. He's rich and handsome and the perfect person to date. He is a caring person unless you get on his bad side. He only has one major issue-he's gay. Noah Adams is an openly-gay mute boy dealing with so many problems. He gets abused by his Dad and step-parents. His Mom didn't even care. They starved him every day. Everyone called him a Mute, Faggot, Gay, Freak. He got picked on basically anywhere he went. That is until Kai noticed and decided to step up. Trigger warning: abuse, rape, bullying, suicidal, self harm, kidnapping Also, this story was written awhile ago when I was younger. It's horrible and their relationship moves very fast. So.. Don't mind it.

You All Over Me [BxB] by chroniclesoftatiana

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Mates with the Rogue by KhadataMzBozz

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When The Sun Came Up, You Were Gone by WelcomeLovelies

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The Way I Love You {bxb}

"Jake," Seth called out. Nothing. Seth groaned and then walked up behind him and once he got to him he saw that Jake had both his earbuds in. He chuckled and then walked around the couch. Once he stood in front of Jake, he looked up and finally got his attention. Jake smiled while slowly taking out his earbuds. "Yes," Jake spoke softly. "You've been doing work since lunch," Seth spoke. Jake sighed, looking down at all his notes scattered across the coffee table. He looked back up at Seth. "Sorry," he whispered. The two chuckled as Seth stepped closer to Jake. "Maybe," he spoke slowly as he got a hold of the notebook on Jake's lap. "It's time to take a break." Jake smirked as he watched Seth place the notebook on top of the clustered coffee table. Once their eyes met again a smile slowly grew on Seth's face. #2 (Reasons To Love You) The Way I Love You is another bxb story. It's now senior year- the last year of high school and Jake and his friends all want to make this a year to remember. But when a new student arrives at their school, causing trouble between the friendships and relationships this will definitely be a year to remember. The story contains a guideline for mature audiences only. Unlike the first book, this one is more on the mature side. Just seniors in high school doing what they want. Read at your own risk.