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If I Lose Myself - Dele Alli

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Parts 13
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If I lose myself, I lose it all!

"I used to have this notion that marriage was supposed to be perfect, maybe it was, but mine wasn't."

Broken
Brittle
Unpredictable 
A complicated puzzle
All this words could be used to describe Emma Burrows. 
When Emma got married to the love of her life, she believed that life was going to be perfect. But after two years of a torturous marriage from her abusive husband, she had had enough. She had to get away from him. 
Life had permanently scarred Emma, and running away to London wasn't the easiest part. But she was determined to move on without her husband, and with the help of her best friend Astrid she found a little peace in life. That all changed when she met famous professional English footballer Dele Alli. With him came everything Emma despised and wanted all at the same time.
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The Article ~ A.R by Pansys_h0e

"This article would be huge, but I couldn't do that to her.. Could I?" Evelyn Sayers was just a plain journalist. Well, plain in her mind. She couldn't care less about the things she wrote about however she needed the money and she was a brilliant writer. She was interviewing players before the 2023/24 WSL season begins, and she meets a new transfer to Arsenal. What will happen when she gets to know the transfer a little better... She wasn't ready for a relationship, she thought they both knew that going in. But life suprises you, in many different ways. I'm not great at descriptions sorry! Read the book though. The songs that I most associate with this book are 'With or without you' By U2 and 'Can't help falling in love' By Elvis! My first language is German so apologies if there are any spelling or grammar errors, I do proof read but it's not foolproof.

Eva & Her Striker (Book One Of The "And Her" Series) (Unedited) by HayleyDooley

**TWICE FEATURED ON THE WATTPAD EDITORS CHOICE LIST** **Romance Category WINNER-Community Hub Awards** Have you ever felt your heart beat so fast, that you thought it would burst through your chest? I did... the day I met him. Eva: My younger sister's diagnosis with autism drove my career choices. Thanks to college and hard work, I loved my job as an Autism Specialist Teaching Assistant at the school my sister attended. Making a difference in the children's lives was all that mattered to me, along with my family and best friend, Amber. Until I bumped into him, the special guest coming to talk to the children. With his gorgeous face and sexy Irish lilt, he made my heart pound in a way I'd never experienced before, and I knew I'd never be the same again. Justin: Being signed to a top English club had been my goal since, well, birth. But the move required leaving Ireland behind to start a new life in Liverpool... which would be simple if I didn't have to move my parents and younger brother, Brandon, with me. We'd found him a place in a top special needs school, and I was looking forward to visiting with the rest of the team to check the place out. Of all the things I expected to find there, it definitely wasn't her. All gorgeous smile and mesmerising eyes that made my heart race as if I'd just ran twenty lengths of the pitch. But when Eva falls victim to a ghost from her parents past and ends up in danger, will Justin be able to save her before the final whistle blows, or will it be too late? Cover Design by Sofie Hartley @ Hart & Bailey Designs Co. **Please don't read if you don't like the use of excessive swear words** **ideal for 18+ readers**

Tell Me You Love Me 《Bieber》✔ by TheKiwiStyles

[COMPLETED] He took her for granted until he lost her. Now they say you don't realise what you have until you lose it, but he never thought he'd lose her. After all, she was willing to go through so much for him. Loving someone who doesn't love you in return...is like trying to fly with a broken wing. Nevaeh Claire finds herself in a toxic relationship, that she cannot escape. Not because he's not allowing her to, but sadly because she's not allowing herself that freedom. By the time he realises that he truly loves her, she's already moved on with her life. Found happiness with another and just moments away from becoming a bride. But will a simple 'I do' stop him from fighting for the one girl he never fought for in the past? "All this time you were never really able to see how you feel about me and I get it...you can't just be the guy that says how he feels" "But Tyler is. And I think I can be happy with him and I just want to be happy, Justin" "So whatever you're gonna say to m e, please don't say it" Oh, how she longed for him to tell her the three simple words she has told him time and time again over the years.

Spitting Image • TFC 3.0 • l.t. au by storiesinthe-am

✔️ COMPLETE ✔️ From the young troubled woman, struggling to find herself, Meg comes back stronger than ever. With a profession she loves, her husband who understands her more than anyone and her three year old son she loves so much, life is beautiful. When Meg finally finds her happiness, she knew it was too good to be true for the universe is full of hatred, jealousy and immorality. Now, she realizes the slightest mistake, the denial of reality, the slightest jealousy, every decision she makes will affect her family. Marriage and being parents isn't as easy as they put out in movies... It's a lot more than that. And they're about to experience it all. (I wrote this almost 8 years ago. I was roughly 14 years old so some parts might be a bit cringey. I hope you enjoy the overall story anyway!)

Secret Love Story; Heung-Min Son by princessbabycake

A HEUNG-MIN SON FAN-FICTION You're in love with your best friend but he does not feel the same way. You come across someone that saves your life and you're then stuck in a position where you're forced to pick the knight in shining armor or the best friend you've known for a very long time. Who will you pick?

Fix You (A Harry Styles Love Story) by stylesstud

~Dedicated to everyone out there that feels imperfect or unworthy. You are not. "I've had everything before that day, I've had it all. But you can't have everything at once. It's impossible for everything to be perfect. And if you don't stop craving perfection in everything of your life and being ungrateful, you might loose the most important thing that had ever been given to you. Something you can never replace." -Andrea Styles Andrea Mackenzie was one of the popular girls, perfect long hair, pretty face. But that was after she had changed, after society taught her she wasn't enough.She would never be enough. She wanted the pain to go away, so she changed, grew her hair, starved herself for months; became shallow and superficial, so people would like her. But one does not have to be perfect to be just what another needs. That was what she had to learn, and she had to learn to appreciate; because life is not about perfection, about having it all, it's about being happy with what you achieved when you've done your best and about being happy and appreciating what you have. Remember, you can't have it all at once.

No More Tomorrows by AllThePages

What happens when you realise the man who owns your heart no longer treasures it? The man you fell in love with no longer exists? Do you stay? Or do you go? This is the story of Emily and Grant Emily Slowly losing Grant hurt more than knowing the truth. Or so I thought. Seeing him with her broke more than my heart. It broke us. And I'm not sure we can be put back together again. Not sure I want him to have any more of my tomorrows. Grant Emily is my world. My safe place. The only person who ever truly believed in me. But this new job opened my eyes to a whole new world. One I desperately want to be a part of. I didn't realise losing myself in this new world would lose me my old one. Emily is my everything, I need all her tomorrows. Trigger Warnings - mention of loss of a parent to suicide - cheating © All Rights Reserved

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18 Going On 30 || h.s. au by hotgirlharry

They've known each other since they were eleven, inseparable best friends for as long as they can remember, but long distance and spotty behavior causes them to lose touch after graduation. When Maddie and Harry run into each other again ten years later, what happens when feelings that were pushed away begin to resurface? EXCERPT: "How about this..." He suddenly gets an idea, a bold one, but he can't help but share it. "If neither of us are married by thirty, let's get married." Obviously, she'll be married by thirty. She's perfect, and any man who's as dense as a rock could see it. Surely, someone will sweep her off her feet and put a ring on her finger in the next twelve years, it's inevitable with the type of person she is. Deep down he wants it to be him, but he wouldn't dare make a move that could ruin the strongest friendship he's had his entire life. Maddie finds herself smiling at Harry's idea, she loves it. It won't happen though, because some girl in the future is bound to fall in love with Harry and his kind heart, and he'll be head over heels for her too. It's inevitable that someone will fall in love with his dimpled smile and caring soul, and even though Maddie already has, she wouldn't dare make a move that could ruin the strongest friendship she's had her entire life. The age of thirty is twelve years away for them, it's too obvious that nothing will come from this harmless bet. "Deal." "Really?" Harry raises his eyebrows, amused at her response. "Really." They shake hands just as the song comes to an end and another one begins. But Harry doesn't let go of Lainey's hand, instead he catches her off guard by spinning her under his arm and dipping her. "You better not fall in love then." STARTED MARCH 2021 COMPLETED OCTOBER 2021 *NOT TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH THE REAL HARRY STYLES OR HIS CAREER*

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The Article ~ A.R

"This article would be huge, but I couldn't do that to her.. Could I?" Evelyn Sayers was just a plain journalist. Well, plain in her mind. She couldn't care less about the things she wrote about however she needed the money and she was a brilliant writer. She was interviewing players before the 2023/24 WSL season begins, and she meets a new transfer to Arsenal. What will happen when she gets to know the transfer a little better... She wasn't ready for a relationship, she thought they both knew that going in. But life suprises you, in many different ways. I'm not great at descriptions sorry! Read the book though. The songs that I most associate with this book are 'With or without you' By U2 and 'Can't help falling in love' By Elvis! My first language is German so apologies if there are any spelling or grammar errors, I do proof read but it's not foolproof.