My Gardian
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Last published Wed, Nov 12, 2014
Life sucks. Yes I am starting my story that begins with exactly that. Hate me or love me, I really don’t care.
Most of you are probably wondering "oh this is just another sappy story allotting us into its primitive drama.''
Well get this. It’s my sappy story, so if you don’t want to hear my side of what happened that day than I suggest you exit out and find another book on wattpad that maybe has a fandom about twilight.
As I was saying, people think I’m lying when I explain what happened. My classmates think I’m mental. Neighbors pretty much put up a fence, then a wall, and then practically moved out of state.
I have no one. I’m alone. It’s pretty much inevitable when you ramble on about how you were saved by something that is very, and logically, unexplainable.
Ok let me back up a bit. Don’t want to scare off my readers now do I. That would just cause me to believe I was even more psychotic than what I lead on.
I think I should probably start from the beginning...( read on to find out what happens :)
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