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I'm sorry I left {MingKit} [Completed]
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Pentru adulțiComplet sâm, aug 25, 2018<5 min
*Trigger warning*
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This isn't something you probably would want to read. This contains topics of depression and suicide, so it isn't for the weak minded.
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I will do a longer version, but now as I'm writing this in one go in the middle of the night, I won't. This is just basically for me to ease my mind a little :)
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