Locked up in my own Nightmare

In Every group of friends they are roles in their lives. The monster, The stripper, The kawaii healer, Neko's, The reckless one, and the Bestfriend.

What if The reckless one chose someone else than the bestfriend, what will happen to her?

Fate plays around with her, Is she even living on a cruel reality or a torturing nightmare. Enduring the pain she's experiencing a great actress she is, She can hide all her emotions with just a pleasant smile.

If she is living on a nightmare, why won't she wake up from her trance what's keeping her asleep?