My Long Lost Love

Niall is leaving, my bestfriend is leaving to audition for the X-factor. I should be happy right? I'm not sure why but I'm not happy at all. I just put on a smile to say goodbye, thats when he notices I'm here at his house for his send off party. He looks at me and then is hugging me, he's crushing me into his body but I don't mind I'm used to it, he smells like his home and I take a deep breath, hoping that maybe I will be able to hold onto this moment. "I think I'll miss you the most, Serenity." he whispers into my hair. Thats when the tears come, hot and silent tears, "Don't cry. You'll just make me cry too." He says sadly. I feel his body shaking with silent sobs and we stay there for a moment holding eachother. "I'll never forget you Niall Horan." I say. Oh how I wish that was true.