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I am Nothing

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"Julie Watson. Its a typical name. If you looked on Facebook I'm sure you'd find a gazillion of me. I'm nothing special, unless ugly counts. And yet, there was a time I did feel special..."

This is the five page note left by Julie Watson, a self proclaimed stupid, ugly girl who hates herself. The only person whom she ever thought loved her is gone, and she has nothing else left.

**RECENTLY EDITED AND UPDATED**

©2014 by A. Roberts. All rights reserved.All Rights Reserved

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