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Dear Alana

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I'm sorry. I understand that I'm probably the last person you want to hear from right now, but please just hear me out. I wish I could go back in time. Fix it all. I'd give anything, everything, to make things right. That will never happen, and I've finally accepted that. I will never forgive myself for all the mistakes I made that I now have to live with. Now, all I can do is explain the whole story. I promise to not leave a single thing out. I just hope that you don't hate me after reading this.

Liam Carison has had a rough life. From the moment his family moved to Georgia when he was still in high school, his life has been a roller coaster of ups and downs. The one constant thing is Alana Harden, the girl he has liked ever since the day he first met her. As time goes on, mistakes are made, hearts broken, regrets formed. Over a decade later, Liam writes a letter to Alana trying to explain everything that happened. But is it enough to save him?All Rights Reserved

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𝑺𝑬𝑬 𝑴𝑬 𝑻𝑶𝑶 (𝔄 𝔰𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔢𝔩 𝔬𝔣 𝔰𝔢𝔢 𝔪𝔢) ✔ by Emy_Akpan

𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓮𝓺𝓾𝓮𝓵 𝓸𝓯 𝑺𝑬𝑬 𝑴𝑬. 𝓐𝓵𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱 𝓪 𝓯𝓵𝓪𝓼𝓱𝓫𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓽𝓮𝓬𝓱𝓷𝓲𝓺𝓾𝓮 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓫𝓮 𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓭 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓫𝓸𝓸𝓴, 𝓘'𝓵𝓵 𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝑺𝑬𝑬 𝑴𝑬 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓮𝓷𝓳𝓸𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓸𝓯 𝓱𝓲𝓰𝓱 𝓼𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓵 𝓡𝓸𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮... _________________________________________ 𝑱𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒉𝒆'𝒅 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏, 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒊𝒎. 𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒄𝒌, 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅, 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒈𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎? ________________________________________ ~~**~~**~~ _______________ Many years had passed since high school, and Amanda had finally attained the life she had longed to have. Amanda was a successful, light-skinned actress who was living it big in Los Angeles until her unfortunate breakup with her actor boyfriend, Troy Humphrey, which led to a decline in her fan base. With a plan to take a break from everything, Amanda took a vacation to New York, where she would reunite with her two best friends. Feeling reluctant to return to her acting, she decided to try a change in career, which was a challenging office job. This was where she met Wright Junior, the dashing young CEO of Wright Publishing. A man that would eventually rekindle the old flame Amanda never thought had existed. 𝓢𝓮𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾

My Prince Charming by LexiRein

"I can't be with you." I won't let them take the one good thing in my life. "Yes, you can Davis." Just one touch from him and it feels like anything can happen. I can be anyone, but that's not reality. If I get too close to him they could hurt him, even kill him. I won't let that happen. "You don't understand." "Then make me understand, damn it!" The anger in his tone hurts, but I'm doing this to him...to us. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." I'm not good for you. I'm not good for anyone. I have to go before they know. They can't know! "If something is wrong then tell me. We'll fix this." It can't be fixed. I can't be fixed! You can't fix what's completely broken. "Goodbye Liam." "No!" His lips land on mine and I wish that could fix everything, but I kiss him back with all I can for one last time. When I pull away, I run out without looking back. It's for the best. I'll do anything to keep him safe even if it kills me. Sold into the world of child traffickers at a young age, Davis doesn't know any other type of life. Hell, he doesn't even remember his real name. Doing what his owners order him to do or pay the consequences. That is until he meets Liam Freeman. A handsome Australian who he just stumbled upon in a bar. One meeting with him and Davis wants more...a real chance at life. Will he ever be able to get away from the life he's only ever known? Disclaimer: I do not own any rights to pictures or songs in the story unless said otherwise. They just portray how I see my characters and the songs inspire certain aspects of the story. Copyright ©️ 2024 All rights reserved. This book or any portion of this book may not be used or be reproduced in any matter whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher. Except for brief quotations in book reviews.

As far as the Sky by Ayla_Sterling

I didn't know a meeting could change all my perspective of life. It's like I'm stuck in a romance kind of movie. Everything is PERFECT. But I'm afraid someday I'll wake up from this dream and go back to my life. Because that's all it is: a distant and unreachable dream. He promised me he will never leave me, but how can I believe him? Because if I have learnt one thing in life, it's that all things have an end. She changes everything. And I know I will have to leave but how can I tell her? I think I'm falling in love. And this time, there's no turning back. I guess some things are meant to end like it was meant to begin. New chapter every week ;) [photo for the cover from Pexels- edit by me]

Altered by LuellaOpal

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

I'm In Love With Me? by My_Flower101

Why was there a boy in my room? There was a boy in my room! "Shoo, shoo." I whacked him with the umbrella as he backed up next to the window. All I did was make a wish. Just a few words I called a sentence and a few sentences I called a paragraph. How was I supposed to know that it would turn out like this. What even was this? I was him. He was me. We were...we? "How can I be you!" I shouted in panic. This wasn't making sense. He? Me? We're...us? "Because I'm you." He answered calmly and my mouth dropped open. Wait, what? "How can you be me and I, you?" I bellowed, confused. This was way too much for the little brain cells I had left. "You're a boy!" "Okay, now that's just being sexist." He stated, leaning against my book case with a grin on his face. What the hell was going on!? ************************** Lenna Adams was living no easy life. Her once perfect family was now in ruins. She loved her dad, but now she felt nothing but hatred and disappointment towards him. She adored her mom, but now all she felt was pity towards her. She once appreciated her life too, but let's face it...everything was a mess in Lenna's life. He claimed he could help her. He claimed that he could make her enjoy life again. And the only way to do it, was to become her.

Back Into Your Arms by whitedandelions001

[COMPLETED] #Ranks : #14 on 30/11/18 (category : Ex) #17 on 29/6/19 ( category : adultromance) #57 on 29/6/19 ( category: Suspense) Excerpt : "I can't believe they chose you!", I said. "Oh, so you think I knew about all this? Marrying you was the last thought in my mind ", he spoke coldly. "Look, if we are marrying each other, we have to find a way to stand each other. I can't take any more troubles in my life. So after this whole marriage thing, let's just travel our own paths, not shoving our noses into each others business. Deal? ", I asked hoping he'd say yes. "Deal", he said with a smirk "as long as you truly keep yourself to only yourself. " I narrowed my eyes and said "As if. " and walked away. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ashley Payne had the perfect life. A nice family, with a cute sister, loving mother, protective father, a straight A student, and the best boyfriend in town, Liam Anderson. Both the families knew each other very well, going to Sunday brunches and weekend tours together. But everything comes to a stand-still on one night, at a party, when she finds him in bed with another girl. Two years later, after she has made herself earn a secure place in one of the top and finest clothing brand company, locking away the secret and hurt deep inside her heart. But now Liam is back. And this time it's for the worse. Revenge is all they see and all that they want. But when Liam proposes marriage, Ashley is not ready to back out in order to prove herself. The marriage does bring them close, making Ashley question the truth of the past, but with enemies lurking around, how long can they stay together ? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A/N : It's my first book and hence I'm just getting accustomed to all the new things on Wattpad. So please bear with me on this journey <3 Love, Candy ❤️ #thelitawards2019

The Raven - Born Out The Earth by milz0923

'"I cannot feel this way. You clearly don't feel-" "I do though." He interrupts me. I finally look up to meet his eyes. It holds so much sadness. "Believe it or not but it hurts me every time I see tears in your eyes." His hands reach for my face, one more time and gently wipes the tears off my face. No matter what, the tears keep flowing down. "Please don't cry." He whispers. "You have someone out there just for you. Waiting for you." I whisper softly. A sad smile forms on my face that is now saltier than the ocean bed itself. I try to tug his hand off my face, but his hold is firm. He leans his head down and places it against mine. "I know." His whisper equally soft. "You need to let go. Just as I am." I close my eyes and take in the breeze of ocean that surrounds him and now me. I hear a deep growl just as his hold tighten on my face but it's still gentle.' For the little Raven that was born out the woods, life was only about the survival of fittest. Hunt or be hunted. Until Aya came along and showed her that there was more to life. They became family, sisters and promised to stay together forever. But what happens when one of them finds their mate? Read along to find out the story of Amara Raven on her journey to find a place she belongs. Completed: 12/05/20 Can be read alone!

When Love Walked In by MyJewel12

Imagine having to go through something so horrifying that no one thought you could ever be the same. Then someone comes along to prove them wrong. For Amber, having Damien Beliena walk into her life was something she never thought could happen. But she never imagined having her first love happen so fast either. An emotionally revved up roller coaster ride that is filled with love, betrayal, acceptance, friendship and anything else in this not so ordinary teenage girl's life that could go in any direction as she discovers that not one thing alone can define you nor should you let it. Just a little shoutout out to @consciousdreamer1 for the gorgeous cover. I love youuuuuu. Go check out her books they are awesome! (Not to mention her covers ) __________________________________________ Excerpt "I'm sorry I was born. I'm sorry that you have to love someone like me." "Don't say that," he said. "You shouldn't be sorry for any of those things because you're not a monster. You're not worthless. You're so much more." "If you say you're sorry, you're apologizing for yourself being brought into this world. I would get down on my knees and say thank you. Thank you for bringing Amber into my life. I love you, and that's something I will never apologize for."

SWEET REVENGE by monica23031

The exact words he threw at my face still haunts my dreams every single night and I think I'm starting to believe him. "Wish I've never met you I was so young and stupid, no wonder no one wanted to be with you, you are just holding me down and I honestly just got bored, needed a new chapter in my life that was the main reason I did what I had to do to keep myself happy. I just don't want to lie to myself anymore. I can't do this. I need to be free for once in my life. I'm so relieved that I don't have to marry you anymore, it's like a dead weight lifted from my shoulders. JUST LEAVE! GET OUT NOW! '' I just didn't know what to do that day I way so shocked, one minute we were one big happy family and the next he throws everything we build up as a family. I should had been warned by his actions the last month that we spend together. He knew that he was my first for everything and that gave him a push on his ego. Always bragged about being my first and claiming power over the situation. I was blinded by all of his charms and I see that now, I'm so sorry I did not listen Laura, you were just trying to protect me , that's what best friends are for but I chose him and I am truly sorry. I promise I will get a way to show him that I am not just a waste of space and I am going to do it all just for me and my baby girl. **WARNING** Sexual language and mature content Read at own risk ;) https://www.buymeacoffee.com/Monicanaude

Waiting Until Dawn {Mike Monroe x Reader} by FandomQuack

"Back to this hellhole, huh?" "I wouldn't call it a hellhole" He mutters. "Oh, but I would." I snap harshly. He almost flinches. "(Y/n), I'm sorry. It wasn't supposed to get out of hand like that..." I cut him off. "I know. But I can't believe you would ever think of doing that. It's cruel!" He looks away in shame. "I'm sorry." He says again. "It's not me you should have apologized to." I say, hot tears threatening to spill. I didn't know who to feel about him. I was so completely in love with him, maybe I still am, but they were my best friends. I just wish everything could have been different.

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