Sincerely, Your Flower
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"Sometimes there are no words, no clever quotes to neatly sum up what's happened. Sometimes you do everything right, everything exactly right, and still you feel like you failed. Did it need to end that way?
How many more times will I allow myself to look into the abyss? How many more times before I won't ever recover the pieces of myself that I've allowed someone to take?
Like I said, sometimes there are no words or clever quotes to neatly sum up what's happened that day or any other day."
My name is Roselle Xael Evans, and this is the story of how I got my heart healed by being broken.
Roselle Xael despises New Year's.
and the question is. Why?
All Roselle knows is she is left devastated, heartbroken, and alone at the start of the new year. So what does she do?
She secretly writes unsent letters revealing her feelings of despair, detailing her thoughts about her love story; beginning to end.
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