Pained Lovers
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Last published Mon, Sep 17, 2018
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I run my hands through my hair, pulling on it gently trying to calm the nerves shaking my body up, making me feel like I'm freezing, inside and out. I sigh loudly, disappointed at my uselessness, my breath shaking slightly, trying to expel the nerves racked up inside of me.
I'm so exhausted after our first time forming Voltron and destroying Sendak's ship, whether or not he perished is unbeknownst to us, either way I don't care at this moment in time I just need to remember how to breathe and relax.
I don't know how you breathe, how do you do it again?
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