Never knew i felt
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Ongoing33m
Last published Fri, Mar 1, 2019
"Why is it that you never knew what i feel? Why are you so shallow?!" He reached for my hand but i quickly took it away from him.
"Why is it always her?! Just for once, why cant it be me?!" I slowly kneeled and sobbed in front of him.
"Im sorry, i-i didn't know" he looks guilty.
I wiped my tears and stood up.
"Don't worry, i never knew i felt this way for someone like you." Then i walked beside him, not taking a single glance.
"I wish for you happines, even if it's not me." I murmed and cried harder.
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