Still Yours (Hot Club Series #1)

"ma'am would you like to have some drinks?"

"no,i'm fine" i immediately answer her
i was sitting far away from him,seeing him wealthy and successful makes me proud of him, i smile bitterly.
I felt a pang in my chest, i should be strong I choose this so i should be responsible for this.
Huminga akong malalim at nagdesisyon nalang na umalis ,ayuko nang mag tagal pa dahil feeling ko mawawalan na ako ng lakas na loob upang maging matapang.
Humugot ulit ako ng hininga at kinuha ang cellphone ko.

"hey there" jess greeted
"you free?"
i asked hoping a chance to be with her, i missed her a lot since i just came back here from Paris,nagbakasyon ako kasama ang pinsan ko.

"uh maybe?" dang it! she's on it again,she always do love teasing me.

"can we meet? i missed you"
sabi ko nalang ,binalewala ang inis, narinig ko ang halakhak nya sa kabilang linya.

"ok ok,where are you?"

"condo" tipid kong sagot

"ok coming"

I was about to stand when i hear the news,parang tumigil sa pag ikot ang mundo ko, i feel like frozen ng makita ko ang laman ng balita.
Sa mga oras nayon parang gusto kong batuhin at patayin nalang ang tv.
My heart was beating too fast ,kalabog sa aking dibdib ang aking naramdaman ng mapagtanto ang lahat,and before i could start to walk into my room everything went black..........

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