Lou, Although this'll never be sent, it's important for you to know one thing. I love you. I still love you. I'll always love you. I miss you boobear, I miss you so much that I I'd kill myself just to see you again. But, I can't. I can't go back there. I think you understand why. Alright, I've said what needed to be said. But, now, this letter is merely torture. Maybe it's a coping mechanism, maybe it's a way to get you back, but it hurts. It hurts the same way it did when I left you. -H x