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Secret Admirer {H. S}

KeiraStyles1dMoonbae

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Reads 62
Votes 13
Parts 11
Time 7m

KeiraStyles1dMoonbae

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"I'm sorry I couldn't save you, but love, I promise you this, I will see you on the other side someday soon. "

"I know I said I was ready for war, and yeah I was, but the attack was unexpected and the plan didn't work."

"I'm sorry but I made a promise, and I loved him with all my heart."All Rights Reserved

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Can't Let Him Go||L.S. by Larrysmytherapy

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safe haven │ larry stylinson by 1DfriendsLM

You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.

We Made It by Meggie0420

Louis Tomlinson. Harry Styles. Liam Payne. Niall Horan. Zayne Malik. They all grew up together. They used to be best friends. One night in 8th year changed everything. No one knows what happened between Louis and Harry but it split the friend group up. The distance between the two caused a ripple effect. Louis is the popular football player. He acts like he doesn't care about anyone. He keeps everyone at a distance and refuses to have any relationships. He still has Liam. Harry is the loner kid who gets straight A's and is bullied by all the popular kids...except for his old friend Louis. Niall had stayed by his side even though he doesn't know the whole story. One day Harry finds out what Louis has tried so hard to hide. Can they let go of the past? Do they want to?

Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

A New Day Has Come || l.s. by CuriousKat

Louis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he was sad, he cried everyday...that his smiles, his laughs were nothing but fake. He held it in, unsure of what the outcome would be. His thoughts on his life often were: "What if I were to just not wake up today?" or "What if I wasn't here? Would the boys even miss me?" He knew it would never get better. If he were to quit the band...fans would eat him alive. If he continues in the band...hate would just continue to roll in. What else could he do that would stop the hate, the pain, everything...forever? He made up his mind once the boys found out...

These high walls || L.S. by allthosefeelings

!TW! Harry thought it would be easy. He thought love is unconditionally. At this point Harry was wrong. He had to bear the risk for the love of his life. But sometimes, trying to protect is not enough.

I Hope You're Happy Now by xxDominikxxx

Harry selfharms and never feels good enough for anyone. Not even Louis. He's loved Louis since the X-Factor but does Louis feel the same way? What happens when Harry starts to get bullied, and made fun of constantly? He becomes suicidal, can't take it anymore and decides to end it all. Does he succeed?

When I ruled the world ~ LARRY STYLINSON by louiessblue

"I wish you were a girl." Everyone thought he had everything; he was the king's son at the end of the day. But that was far from it. Louis always had to sit up straight and smile. Never talk unless the king says to. You'll make friends with only the palace guards. When you are grown you will marry a woman, I find suitable for you. Never refer to me as father, only as king. His mother was his rock though. She had a heart of gold and only married the king because parents forced her to. Louis didn't want to turn out like his parents marrying someone he doesn't even love, but who would he marry instead? He can't leave the palace without permission, and when he does it's not for a fun outing to meet people it's for some sort of meeting. That was until a boy came to him. The boy was a peasant sneaking into the palace. He was hoping to find jewelry or something valuable to steal. By his luck the window he snuck through was that of Louis' bedroom. When Louis awoke by a loud crash, he saw the most handsome boy he's ever seen. Somehow Louis' window is now always open and Harry's sneaking through it every night. Him and Harry stay up to the late hours of the night talking about anything and everything. Louis starts feeling feelings for Harry but keeps them to himself. He can't tell anyone. What will the king do if he knew Harry was a peasant? Or let alone that Louis was gay?

For Us To Meet Again [L.S. One-Shot] by divinelouis_

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Can't Let Him Go||L.S.

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