The Words I Hid From You
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Last published Tue, Aug 28, 2018
These are the words that I've been too afraid to tell him. The one that I've secretly loved but everyone thinks that I hate. This is something that I've actually been working on secretly for a while now as a letter about how I feel and basically a goodbye because I know I'll never have him as mine. Maybe this will release me from how I feel.
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