Fuck Him, Love You
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Last published Sun, Apr 14, 2019
My fucked up life and how I learned about how shitty and ignorant the world is
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𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞, (𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐭) 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞, 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡.... 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐞, 𝐈 𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡, 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐞.... 𝐇𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝐌𝐲 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨Complete
𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 «ᑕOᗰᑭᒪᗴTᗴᗪ»
"𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧" 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐀𝐩𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐚 𝐒𝐜𝐨𝐭𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐄𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐧 𝐌𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲 𝐚𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐝. 𝐔𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥. 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐧? 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐲? 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐲?Complete
Evolution
There are a lot of things you don't really think about until they happen to you. Take rape, for instance. I always thought, "That won't happen to me. I have a boyfriend. I trust him. He would never take advantage of me like that..." I couldn't have been more wrong. Love in this day and age is often confused for manipulation and abuse. The warning signs are here. The things we say will tell us everything that is wrong. You are worth more than what you think you are. It's not your fault. If they tell you otherwise, get out. Burn the bridge. Always remember someone is waiting for you to walk into their life. Someone needs you. Someone loves you. Getting away from all of the wrong people and finding the right ones could save you. I can promise you right now that it saved me. These are the journal entries and selected poems from my first experience of love that left a unpleasant taste in my mouth- quite literally. I am putting this out for the whole world to see because I hope everyone will learn from my experience. People can see. We have no excuses to continue living our lives in ignorance. ...WARNING... HARMFUL THEMES INCLUDING MENTION OF SUICIDE, SELF HARM, AND RAPE. THIS HAS EXPLICIT CONTENT. RECOVERY AND AWARENESS IS THE PURPOSE OF SHARING. DO NOT READ IF THESE THEMES ARE OFFENSIVE OR HARMFUL TO YOU.Complete
Little strangers
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Suffer
Everyone suffers no matter how much we think we're alone, there maybe someone out there more disconnected from the rest of the world. If you had the power to help the other and didn't take it does that make you a bad person? If you had one chance to correct the world would you take it? If you were given one power what would it be? No matter what choice you make it will come haunting back to you. The good the bad there's a fine line between what people perceive as good and bad it's up to you to decide that.Complete
Hugs & Kisses
Life is as magical as it can be for me, until I met "HIM" He had jumbled my thoughts, priorities, and self worth. He had made me feel so small in this world, when I wasn't. We all have met someone like him... And I hope those who have not, never do. This is my life lesson in love... Do not let HIM ruin you, like he ruined me.Complete
𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞, (𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐭) 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞, 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡.... 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐞, 𝐈 𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡, 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐞.... 𝐇𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝐌𝐲 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨
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