My Alter Identities and Other Traumas
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Ongoing9m
Last published Wed, Sep 12, 2018
Hi. I'm Zena. Or Max. Or Zed. Or Katie. Or Emma. Yeah. I'm many people trapped within the same body. No, it is not something supernatural, although sometimes I ask myself if it is. It is a sickness. A disorder. Some kind of mental turmoil . The name of this "beast" is "Dissociative Identity Disorder" or "DID" as Max likes to call it. I am the host, Zena, and throughout this story, I am 16. But sometimes I can be 5.Or 10. Or one of the other "characters'" age. This is my diary. I hope that someone will keep it after I am gone. And I hope that it will take some time until I dissapear. Anyway, here is the story of my multiple faced life.
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