!!WARNING!!
The story mentions swearing, self harm, bullying, anxiety, insecurities, abuse, suicidal thoughts and depression. if you have or do struggle with any of that you can always talk to me. that's also part of the reason I am starting this FF. I struggled with all of it and still do with some. I get so sad and my mind can't take it anymore so I decided to publish something to make me feel better. I hope you enjoy and again, if you do or have struggled with any of this, try to talk to someone about it. You might think it won't help, but you will later realize that it was worth it.
Y/n had to move to another school because her parents divorced. She had a hard time at previous school. She dealt with bullying, abuse, suicidal thoughts and depression. Her, her brother and mother moved to a new apartment while her father stayed where he was. That made Y/n even more depressed. She loved her father. He always cared for her unlike her mother, who abused her on a daily basis. But she received many scars and bruises from her brother as well. When she went to school she received more. Now that she moved to another school, will she be able to have a safe place? Will she ever escape her mother and brother's place? Will she stop with self harm?
Also, English isn't my main language so I'm apologizing in advance for any typos or misspellings.
I don't own BTS(I wish) or any character in this FF.
Started: 30th August, 2018
Ended: 16th November, 2019
Y/n hasn't had the best life. But she's used to it. Her only true happiness is in listening to music, her favourite band being BTS. When she was 14, her Dad ran away with another woman, leaving her, her pregnant mum, and three other kids. He was their only source of money, so they scraped by over the years, gaining just enough money to eat. But to make things worse, they, despite living in England, are from Korea and don't have insurance money, meaning treatment for illnesses doesn't come cheap. Their only hope is to pray that no-one gets seriously ill. But fate is a bitch. And now y/n is unable to carry on working, meaning the family's only source of money has been cut off again. But this girl is desperate. She wants to see the seven boys that helped her through the hardest times without even being there. Before her time runs out.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
"If I just leave her now, to die alone, then I won't be able to live with myself. If I die trying to save her, then I can be happy.."