Dear Steven

I have loved you since the day we met it was magical like, you know love at first sight. I wish i had the courage to talk to you instead of running in fear every time you get near me. Everytime I see you my heart drops onto the ground and i have to pick it up.
Steven, I know it's forbidden to love you, because your sister don't like me and is protective even though she is younger than you. when we do talk your voice is melodic and I just want you to be mine and hold me in your arms and not let go. I even like your name which is odd. You always hang out with my sister and my ex boyfriend is your best friend so I know you will never like me like that, nor will you ever really be my friend, but i know I will always like you. I don't know much about you but i know family is grave to you and if one family memeber doesnt Want you to date me I know you won't. Everytime you text my heart beats rapidly, and i can't control myself. i long to have deep conversations with you and I long to at least be good friends. And I don't like that you are talking to another girl in Portland, but thats okay, because whatever makes you happy will make me happy. just know this is my love to you, I hope you will not consider this creepy, because in reality you probably will never see this because I would get to embarrassed and chicken out afraid to that you'll tell your sister and she'll kill me. I hope one day i can be the one to sneak out my wundow to be with you, that would be awesome and fun.