Craving

I can't believe I've come this far.. i have been through hell in a short period of time.. but the scars seem to be deep.
Everything seems to run downhill for me.. i feel as though I'm never getting out of this bottomless pit i was pushed into by my ex.
My one and only friend Adam who i trust with my life was with me to keep me sane.. he gave me a floater to hold onto when i needed to breathe.
I was waiting for the cloud with a silver lining. The sunshine after the rain. .