Finding Hope
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MatureOngoing<5 mins
Last published Sat, Sep 1, 2018
As I stand there in my bathroom with a handful of pills wondering if I should continue living or join my parents up in heaven, my girlfriend calls and drives over to save my life. I choose to live for a bit longer because of her. Do I decide to try and end my life a second time or do I realise that life is beautiful and full of people who love and care for me.
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