Forever His
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'Don't speak don't smile don't love and especially don't feel' I drilled the words into my brain from a young age and didn't stop till they became a permeant memory.
I am weak I am small I am nothing I am Lilithen Lure. He is strong he is kind, he is something, he is my mate.
But I? I am a human, I am disposable.
Will he break me? Or will he be the one thing in life to make me feel like something?
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