Peace of Mind
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[thaurens]
[warnings: mentions of death, suicide, and self-harm]
After his best friend dies in an unfortunate accident, John Laurens is struggling to find peace in his life. School is hell, his father is abusive, and his one safe place is gone. Without Alex, he doesn't have the means to go on.
Who would have thought that the person to save his life would be his best friend's worst enemy?
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