beyond desire
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  • Reads 278
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  • Parts 13
  • Time 1h 31m
Ongoing, First published Sep 02, 2018
Mature
"I was a naive stupid foolish girl. I believed in hoping, in love. I didn't know how to school my features, my reactions, my secrets. but now I am fire, and flames, and wind, power. And I taught myself that. So I would defeat them all myself. Because no one is ever there with you, for you, without a cost. That, I learned, the hard way"

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Aadaya is a 19 year old college student. She's the girl who everyone talks about, who everyone has theories about, who everyone thinks they know, but have actually no idea. She's that girl that you think has the perfect life, the perfect family. But there all so so wrong. 

What they don't know is that Aadaya is a stripper, doing what she has to do to support her and her younger sister after her parents death. She isn't proud of what she does, but she doesn't have a choice 

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Kalmin is a 21 year old medical student who has got the looks, the money, and the girls. But he is also a far forgotten mystery. Having the tragic awakening reality happen at a young age, he's had to pick up the peaces of his forgotten family. 

When one night happens, and two people meet at the wrong moment at the wrong time, what happens to the two souls that are so different but so alike? 

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my idea, be original kids. If I find anyone on anything copying this story, I will report it and you 

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warnings: 
Mature subject matter and themes 
Mature scenes 
Swearing 
Trigger warnings
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