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My Story with Disorders

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I'm Madison Jones. I live with OCD, PTSD and MDD on a regular basis and this is what fucked me up.

This is a true story about what happened to me I have just decided to change a few things such as my name and the names of a few other people for personal reasons. Apart from that everything else is 100% true and I'm not even sure if I will finish typing this because it's the first time I am openly talking about what happened to me.All Rights Reserved

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Depression, anxiety, EDs, and other mental health issues.

This story is about depression disorders, anxiety disorders, eating disorders, personality disorders, other mental illnesses, self harm, suicide, bullying, and the stigma of mental illness. This book was written to help others and educate people. It is also written to let people know where/how they can get help. I put some of the links to the sites I used. I am NOT glorifying or romantizing any of this. This book is NOT used for diagnosis of any kind as I am not a mental health professional. So PLEASE DONT SELF DIAGNOSE YOURSELF WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS. This book contains sensitive content, so read at your own risk. #breakthestigmaofmentalillness